Motivation (I Ain't Dead Yet)

October 27, 2010 - Wednesday

Snoop Doggy-Dizzle waz da shiznit fo SHIZZLE! Me & -Snowflake- had got our ticcets first thing when they went 4 sale. I had got em on-line at work but waz a dollar short on my debit card 2 get both ticcets. So i could only get mine and then Snowflake had 2 call me with a different debit card to get her ticcet and she had went ahead and got 2 so G-Tag or Kat could go. (she couldn't make up her mind which one she wanted 2 take). So anyway, we got all 3 ticcets b4 they sold out, but i waz the only one who ended up with a floor ticcet. Damn it!

Anyway, we waz plannin 2 get there early 2 line-up on Sunday. Plus our ticcets didn't come n tha mail so we waz gonna have 2 go 2 the box office 2 get that situation took care of. But shit just didn't move along on Sunday like we waz plannin. I got dressed for da concert in my big 3 XL royal blue-T, saggin Avirex jeans, and fresh white addidas. I waz just cruisin over 2 Snowflake's pad 2 C if she waz bout ready cuz she said she wanted to go about 3:00. And she called me sayin she waz stucc up in S-ville cuz she been up there partyin wit Taze & Loco. (we both been kiccin it wit dem foolz some ever since we met that night i waz pukin my guts up after the club) Anyway, i waz kinda pissed they waz partyin without me and i'd just been at my crib alone, bored, and sober all morning while tha fam waz at church. And now Snowflake called me for a ride!!!

She agreed to pay 4 tha gas so I drove up to S-ville 2 picc her up and go bacc 2 R-Town so she could shower and get ready. Meanwhile i decided not 2 wear my blacc doo-rag but that meant i waz gonna need a lot more hair gell. And nobody had any fuccin gell at Snowflake's crib. So we left her crib & went 2 dollar general. I had like $2 to spend and that waz it---the other $20 waz gas 2 get 2 work the rest tha week. Anyway, all the gell waz expensive as fucc so i just stood there in the isle and put like 3 handfulls on my hair to slicc it bacc so even a hurricane couldn't blow any hair loose.

Our next problem waz G-Tag. Snowflake had ended up inviting him & he said he wanted 2 go but then when she called him up, he waz being all shady & shit and wazn't sure he wanted 2 go or not. What da fucc? But yet still he had enough nerve 2 ask if she could get him a sacc of bud. Huh? So Snowflake's feelings were kinda hurt. I just blew it off. G-Tag been actin shady 2 me ever since that night we went 2 tha club. He doesn't call or answer my calls. Never txts bacc. We hung out one time since then & that waz cuz of Snowflake. And he waz actin kinda strang that day 2. So i mean, i thought he waz cool as fucc when we met but guess u gotta keep in mind most friends are disposable & not 2 get 2 attatched.

So Snowflake's other mexican homeboy Rocco who only been out the pen a week wanted us 2 cruise by so we did. Had a drink in the drive-way & kicct it 4 a lil while. Snowflake trippin on G-Tag tryna figure out what 2 do. Finally since it waz time 2 roll & still we had that extra ticcet that Snowflake had paid 4, we convinced Rocco 2 go with us. So we hit the interstate and waz off to F-City. The show started at 8:00 & by the time we got there it waz 6:30 & the line waz a mile long. We got our ticcets no problem & then i realized I 4-got and left my knife in my poccet & their were security guards searching & wanding everybody. So I had 2 go stash my knife along with the other half a steak & cheese burrito I waz eating.

We decided not 2 go 2 the end of the line. Fucc dat shit. So we found a spot not far from the entrance and strucc up a conversation with a couple in line. They didn't care if we cut in line with them. And fucc dem bitches mean-mugging us from behind. What they gonna do about it? NOTHIN!!!
I had thought about tradin my floor ticcet 4 a seat ticcet so I could stay with Rocco & Snowflake but they waz like, "Go on & have fun, shit!" So I headed 2 the floor. At first i was about 10 people deep from the stage which wazn't 2 bad. But as the night went on, the crowd shifted & pushed 4-ward & other people exited the crowd until i waz one person from the front rail.

Until Snoop came out i really wazn't feelin it---actually i WAZ feelin it. The pain in my legs from standing, the burning in my throat from thirst, the ache in my stomach from the burrito, the staggering heat on my face, and the voices of stupid preppy college bitches surrounding me (concert on college campus). But once Snoop finally came out at 9:45 i 4-got about all that other bullshit & the show waz off tha chain! Kurupt came out and waz up there with Snoop about the whole time. Snoop looked pimp as ever in his trademark pigtails and shades---i wazn't feelin the maroon jersey he waz wearin but guess he waz just tryna represent tha local team and colors. Still. WTF??? He did a mix of old & new shit: Gin & Juice, Snoop Doggy-Dog, I Wanna Rocc, Sensual Seduction, Drop It Like It's Hot, & bunch of others. Shit, he waz up there 4 a full hour.

Took a ton of pics on my phone, but most of em aint turn out real clear cuz Snoop waz movin 2 much so they blurred. I also took a few lil video clips though that turned out bad-ass except 4 tha audio. Anyway, it waz fun & I'm sure as hell glad i didn't give away my floor ticcet. That woulda been crazy. Snowflake waz jealous but she said she had fun 2 even up in the seats.

After the concert i retrieved my knife & burrito & we headed to tha car. I took Rocco home, Snowflake homie, and then I went home & crashed hard. I waz tired as a mothafuccr! Rocco seemed pretty damn cool.Since he just got out he's still on that kicc 2 stay outta trouble & be real cautious & shit. I understand. Fucc, it took me 6 months before i would even drink! Rocco probably a better person 2 hang around than Loco & Taze cuz i already C it---hangin round dem is a fast DOWNWARD SPIRAL. But i ain't tryna go n2 dat mess. thatz a whole other topic.